I simply can't

I CANNOT STUDY. I GET SIDETRACKED. THIS IS GAY. I SHALL NOW LOG OFF AND THROW MY LAPTOP TO SOMEWHERE I SHALL NOT TAKE UNTIL I FULLY UNDERSTAND THIS STUPID CHAPTER. GOODBYE.

Stay. Just stay.

" if you can wait till i get home, then i swear to you that we can make this last"

Oh god, im not ready for this whole "moving" thing. I wanna stay. Stay. Just stay. Not to move. I'll miss my friends, Dar, and everyone. There are loads of memories we'd share.

It's hard to get through this kind of feeling. Leaving your love ones behind. Meeting new friends. The scariest thing is for not knowing anyone, i mean ANYONE there. Creeeeeppyyyy.. The worst part is, im not good in making new friends :(

My mom told me, "after pmr, pack your stuff and put it in those boxes. We'll be moving at the end of this November". Those words are STUCKED in my head. I never wished or i never wanted to remind myself that i'll be here with my friends and Dar for a short period of time. LIFE. HAIH. LIFE.

INTRUDER ALERT!

PMR is in about 23 days or so. How exciting! I'm beyond scared at this moment but yet I have to admit, I seem pretty calm about it. Maybe the idea of PMR in 23 days hasn't quite settled in my mind yet. Lol. I need major help! Im not studying, well maybe i am but it's-just-not-enough. Get what i mean? Grrrr.... SEJARAH, MATHS, SCIENCE, P.ISLAM, B.MELAYU, i SUCK at these subjects. My only hope on getting 'A' is english. I wish those subjets would be easy as 123. 


I SHOULD BE BLEEDING STUDYING. xx

It's a girl thing.

Blegh. I'm sucha' girl. What am I talking about?

MOOD SWINGS.

I swear. It's pissing me off. I get frustrated and sad over the littlest things. And at times, I even burst into tears. Then I start laughing cause I ask myself
"Why am I crying, again?"
Therefore, ... I'm sucha' girl.

Anyway, my minds been awfully odd these couple of days. It's like, I over think stuff and I get frustrated easily AND I have very, VERY random i.m.a.g.i.n.a.t.i.o.n.
Hahahaha.